Based on our conversation u will be one of those guysĬuminme: Like I said u may feel that a cock in ur mouth and realize it is not u.Ĭuminme: Or u will realize u were born to suck cock. Straightbutcurious: I'm scared of both options and yet turned on as wellĬuminme: u see many men refuse to allow their curiosity to become reality and will always wonder what if. Do it once and u will know once and for all and either be mortified by ur weakness and what u did and think 'I will never do it again' or u will revel in it and become a straight cocksucker. Straightbutcurious: thanks for the diagnosesĬuminme: actually nothing is simpler. Straightbutcurious: shamelessly answering yesĬuminme: and the more u resist the temptation to try, the more the idea appears when u r horny?Ĭuminme: but once u shoot ur load u r mortified by ur thoughts Straightbutcurious: creepily accurate.although we still have a lot of sex and do try new positionsĬuminme: Great.but when u r alone jerking off the thought in ur head is not ur wife, not ur hot secretary or some sexy slut u saw is a cock.a faceless cock
What r u curious about?Ĭuminme: do u want to take a cock in your assĬuminme: I'm serious.let me profile u.Ĭuminme: u are happily married, with kids, good job, still getting laid from ur wife.but it is rather vanilla Straightbutcurious: I'm married, I'm straight, the idea of being caught overwhelms meĬuminme: well, let me ask u this first. Straightbutcurious: no, only grows with time Straightbutcurious: 40, white, 6'0, 200lbsĬuminme: 25, white, 5'9, 165lbs, seven inchesĬuminme: so has your curiosity yet been satisfied yet? While on a business trip to Pittsburgh, I chatted with a guy who changed my outlook on the whole labelling of sexual orientation and the myth that it is okay to be bi if you are female but not male: I would read the plethora of ads, reply to many, have a few respond back where we talked the talked, but never ended up walking the walk per say. I began searching craigslist when on the road for potential gay opportunities, still not expecting to do anything other than talk.
I created a new yahoo username and email, 'straightbutcurious' where I chatted with many, many gay, straight and bi men, as I began to flesh out my uncontrollable intrigue with sucking cock. It wasn't long before my stroke fantasies began to include sucking cock and no matter how much I ignored the growing curiosity, it always returned to my sub consciousness. I read more gay stories mostly of straight men turned gay, of men who were cuckolded by their wife's (which didn't really do much for me) and more stories focusing on sucking cock. I didn't instantly start craving cock, but the seed was planted, the thought that was once disgusting, was now intriguing. I joked to myself it was my early mid-life crisis. I ended up reading all her gay stories and without realizing it I began to be curious about gay sex. By the time I finished one that first story, I couldn't believe how rock hard I was. Bored and horny one night, alone in a hotel, and with no new silkstockingslover stories to read, I decided to read one of her gay stories. Eventually, I read her entire catalog except for her few gay stories. I love her work, especially her lesbian and incest stories. Silkstockingslover is partly, if not entirely, to blame for my transformation from thinking gay sex is a sin and disgusting to eventually participating in the act. In other words.I am a straight cocksucker.
That said, I have become the exact oxymoron I mentioned: I go to adult theatres, stranger's hotels and gay clubs where I focus on one thing.sucking as many cocks as I possibly can. Yet, when I am on a road trip, my other life comes alive. I live the typical generic vanilla life.not that there is anything wrong with that. While at home, I behave like a normal husband and father doing stereotypical husband, and father things. I have three children and a great job where I get to travel a lot. I am happily married with a still quite attractive wife who still gives me head every week or two and we fuck at least 4-5 times a month. I would have agreed with you a couple of years ago, but now that I live two parallel lives I have to disagree. That is the most ludicrous oxymoron ever. Note 2: Thanks to goamz86 and MAB7991 for editing this story. After hearing his story, I was compelled to write it. Note: This story is dedicated to Mark who told me his story and requested I write it for all other straight curious men. Summary: Straight married man sucks his first cock & becomes addicted. Stories Hub / Gay Male / Straight Cocksucker Straight Cocksucker